Friday, May 27, 2016


I am thinking of olening this blog as a mommy blog-sort of thing. I am not yet fully decided though... Haha!

Wednesday, February 24, 2016

It's 5-ish AM. I am not sure why I'm still awake. There are just so many things happening in my life right now. I'd probably end up talking about some of them.

First things first! I finally have my baby! He is oh-so-cute and super duper energetic! He loves to play and he is just so easy to take care of. :) My little prince is my entire life right now. I Guess this is my life's purpose: to take care of my two boys.

I am now living with my husband. We moved in together a month ago and so far, there have been challenges mostly on the financial aspect of our new family unit but I am pretty sure that we can get through it all. We both moved out of our parents' house and moved in together... Just the three of us. :)

I am really enjoying motherhood! :) I already resigned from work to focus on my boys. I may not have any money, but I am pretty confident that I am able to effectively nourish my son. You see, I breastfeed him. We're doing this for almost 6 months now. I can say that he is doing really good. :) I am just soooo happy because I get to give my son the best milk there is. :)

Anyway, I will leave my post here. I will add updates as I go along. Hey, it's hubby's birthday tomorrow. Guess what? It's going to be our first wedding anniversary! So much has happened ever since the day we said 'I Do' but we still love each other to bits! :) So happy!!! :)

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

23rd Week Tomorrow!

I am so excited for tomorrow. Why? Because I am almost at the finish line! I am excited to finally meet and hold my baby. Almost there... After this, it's going to be my third trimester.

A lot has changed on my body these days. I have a big belly, my navel is nowhere to be seen, my armpits, face and neck became darker, I have pimples growing on my face ever since I stepped into my second trimester. There are days when I feel as if I am the ugliest girl on the planet. But one thing's for sure...

In the end, it's all worth it.

Never mind the endless journey to the bathroom, never mind that I have to eat vegetables (ugh, I HATE vegetables!), the stares I get from random people, the incessant talk about my ever-growing breasts, my sudden outbursts of emotions. It's completely normal.

What's important is that I am trying my best to be the best for my baby and for my husband.


Monday, April 27, 2015

Updates, updates, updates!!!

It's been a while since I last blogged... Well, so many things happened over the course of six months. I must say I am happy with everything that's happened to me. :)

Well, for the most part, I am happily married to my boyfriend of five years (Ted). It's just a simple celebration, nothing really fancy. The funny part is that I was late for two freaking hours, mainly due to the traffic and the tardy people around me. It was really crazy 'cause they thought that I was going to run from it. Haha! But no, it went smoothly after my arrival. :)

Another big step in our relationship is that we have a baby on the way. I am 20 weeks pregnant and I am already sporting a baby bump as well. :) I am really happy and excited because this is our first baby. :) Baby is already kicking and wriggling (so cute!) and I can't wait to meet him (I think it's a baby boy). Of course hubby is also excited. He would always kiss my tummy and talk to the baby. He's really a great support system for me. :)

I am being promoted from JG 5 to JG 7 because I was chosen to be part of some project in the office. I like tha fact that it's going to be some sort of promotion but I don't think I can survive it. We're set to work during nighttime and I am definitely NOT a night person. I guess after I give birth to my child, I'll just focus on taking care of my husband and child for a few years. I want to be a hands-on parent because I don't trust anyone anymore. Plus, I know I can manage it.

All-in-all, I am happy with what I have right now. Though we are not yet living together in one roof, I think I can manage it. Here's to NEW BEGINNINGS! :)

Tuesday, October 21, 2014


I just got home. I'm actually tired from the information overload that I received today. But it's okay, I can manage. :)

Well, things are good with work. Aside from the fact that we are bombarded with lots of information almost everyday, we get along well. It's just that there are still some people who are not cooperative enough to abide by the rules.

It's actually something that should not be called out over and over... Because when you work, you are supposed to focus on the task at hand, rather than to dwell on things that you should not be doing during those 8 hours that you are inside the confines of your office building. It's really easy to abide by the rules and regulations of the company especially if you are a learned person and if you value your job.

We're actually a pioneer batch. So let's just say that it's a 'Make or Break' scenario. It's tagged as such because there are just so many things that people or even clients are expecting of us. We're expected to act accordingly, excel in what we do, focus on the things that we need to accomplish and not do anything stupid. It's easy to digest rather than to say it out loud.

It's just that there's this one person in our group that is best considered as the 'Rotten Tomato'. Why you ask? Let's just say that the person is actually doing the opposite of what we are supposed to do. It's really frustrating in a way because if someone fucks up in the team then we might lose the freedom that the job provided us. We might also lose our jobs for just one simple hiccup like that.

It's automatic. Go to work, cover your ass, do your part well and you and the team will succeed. But if there's someone like this, the team might go akimbo or something. It's just that I HATE people who are very indifferent. To the point of even breaking so many fucking rules just to make their own point. Sure, you are a rebel but you also have to consider your team. You have to consider the many possible consequences of your actions. You just have to use your damn brain to do everything right.

Ugh! I'm just tired. Nah, I won't elaborate on this. Maybe some other day. I just want to sleep today. Haha!


Thursday, October 16, 2014


It's been a while since I last updated this blog. I have been very busy with my work and with school, that is why I could not keep up with the blogging thing. but as soon as my schedule is all fixed, then I'll blog a little bit more. Haha!

Anyway, I have been training for almost a week now. I just hope that I'd be able to pass all the exams and stuff. I just want this to work. There.

Anyway, so many things left to do. I still have to research about my thesis so there... It's all crazy and I am just so frustrated with how things are in the academic department. I just want everything to work out perfectly. That's it.

Anyway, I have to go sleep now. Have a shift in a few hours. Haha!

Thursday, October 2, 2014

Happy mode...

I have a new job and I just started with the training. We've been playing and watching movies right now but it's all right. It's going to be bloody bonkers come real training. And this is the part that I am dreadful of. It's hard... I just hope I'd be able to get through everything and pass everything and stay for a long period of time. Waaahhh!